More...free time

So....I baked bread for the first time ever...and I only have one loaf pan lol so I made a heart :) I had to document this magical moment:



Ta da!

Free time

These past couple days have given me a lot of down time and a lot of free time. The result? I started a project. :) So I've gotten bored of my red and yellow living room and decided I wanted to go blue brown and cream instead. But, paintings are expensive and we are not in a place to spend money on that. So....I painted one myself. lol Matt found this to be funny, but I was serious! We now disagree on whether this painting should go up or if we should keep the old one until we can buy one. I need your help!!! Please vote on what one you like better lol and do NOT vote for mine in the sake of not hurting my feelings because seriously, they won't be hurt!!! Sorry about the bad picture quality :)

OLD WALL:

NEW WALL:

Keep in mind, this is only one wall lol theres more candles, pillows, mirrors, etc. to add.

Thanks!

Changes

For those of you who do not know, last week my Dr. discovered that I am miscarrying. They do not know the cause, but they do know that even though I was 10 weeks, the pregnancy stopped progressing at 5 weeks. This weekend I experienced horrible pains and was admitted to the ER for a dnc. (I think thats what its called) It sped up the process and relieved me of alot of pain. I was put on a medicine 7 times more powerful than morphine (WOA) and was able to go home that same night. Matt and I are very shocked and saddened by what has happened, but we know that all of this has a reason and purpose to it. This entire experience has taught us so much and brought us closer together. What a roller coaster of emotions. We are now more excited and more prepared to start a healthy family someday. The pain is not so bad, I must say that the effects of the breathing tube have given me the most pain today with a sore throat and chest. I will be glad when this is over and so much more prepared for the next time...The pictures above you can thank my mother for lol the two smiles are fake :) the middle one is how I truly felt all drugged up. Thank you for everyones support in what has happened, I am so glad to have such a close and loving family